Tuesday, November 22, 2011

ANT 101

I've always thought I could fit into nearly any situation, and thereby intentionally did not adopt any characteristic that would mark me as exclusive to any one group. I've tried on a lot of hats, things I wanted to be, and finding one that fits has been tough. Supposing that deciding on a character trait was as easy as picking a t-shirt to wear... In some part it is I guess, but more likely character is something that expresses itself through other more fundamental actions. So for this class say Anthropology 101 it should be a breeze, and yet I don't like what I write in my papers about the subject matter. We are our own strongest critics as they say.

Evolved a language of my own, and developed a penchant for nonsense. The application of this large part of my character seems like I could get into a crew of strange speakers.

Fuck it, I like gratitude. Gratuitious musings stack up into a cohesive thought of thanksgiving. I love that we've got access to ancient ideas as well as modern science. I like to tie it together etheric currents and metaphase particles. Alpha wave radiation passes through me and you all we got to do is stand in the sunshine. Got to make a body feel sublimated turning food into fuel, and respiration into energy. Plants and protists, antagonist and gnosis, expereince this pattern assertion. Subject Predicate... I'm thankful that there is more information on this planet than I could use in a thousand lifetimes. I'm thankful that stories last longer than the characters they describe. I love the fact that I can draw linkages between people and places, places and things, things and feelings, feelings and fatigue, and at the end of all these lie down for a while. I love that symposium down your street, I like that strange music on repeat, I like that everything in the world is turning someway, and thinking that one day it'll all turn my way. I like wild theories like alignments that result in mood elevation, synaptic cascades of delicious ways to feel the air in your nadis dissolve. At the epicenter of your favorite is a little ripple of interest meeting interest. My favorite thing today, is "esoteric too much" developing into a cultural theme, and therein defining the _thing_. (i'm always tempted to use this word "mein" where i just used thing... i don't know what it means or where the tendency came from)

Comprehensive, standing for the combination of components that produce a whole. Obviously, I'm better with ideas than execution we can call that fun-free thinking. This trait can be enlivened with learning more critical thinking. Free wheeling i'll do nearly anything and this can be refined by selecting for the things I know I like.

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